This past week, the lovely country
of China celebrated Mid Autumn Festival, which means the whole city was abuzz
with Moon Cakes and fun all around. It was an especially exciting time for me
because a dear friend Meghan, from my Cambodian adventures happened to be
spending some time here in China and thought she’d make a side trip to see me!

Also just on the random, this is my
coworker Kelly with a cricket she found outside. She brought it to work to have
as a pet and accidently pulled its leg off….poor thing! Also this is a snail I
found in my lettuce when making a salad…you know your veggies are fresh when
someone is still making their home there.
Sadly I am a terrible person and I didn’t know what to do with him so I
threw him down the garbage shoot with the rest of my trash….31 floors…ooops!!
Side Note: Is
it strange that I identify myself more as an American outside of American than
I do at home? At home I am an Idahoan, and more than that, I am a country
bumpkin, a daughter, a sister, a sportsmen, a craftsmen, a bad driver, a good
cook, a woman of many hobbies, and a zillion other things that I use to label
myself to help identify with different groups. Here in China I am simply an American. I constantly use my nationality to introduce
myself and it is always the first inquiry, “Where are you from?” “I’m American.”
That simple. I am American; as if those three words can sum it all up, and for
many people they do. No need to say more.
People here have seen the movies, watched the music videos, heard the news;
America? Oh yeah I know that place. That’s where P-Diddy Paris Hilton are from
right? America? I think my favorite chocolate bar comes from there. America?
Yeah, yeah, that place that Obama runs.
It makes an individual like me seem
so simple, so neat and contained and on most days I find myself abiding by
these rules. I look American. I act American. My accent is American. I have
even been told that I smell American
(however that smells, good I hope…). Back home I identify less as an American
because it is already understood. It’s a given and nobody needs any
clarification on the subject which allows me the time and energy to be all the
things I mentioned at the beginning of this thought train. The plain truth is, some days I want to be
more than just American. Sometimes I want to be from a more specific place than
a country of countless acres and 311 million people, somewhere personal. I want to identify with a more
specific group of people, to take part in more specific activities. I want to
actually do, do more that just be American. And so I am searching. I am looking for my
place here in this new home of mine and when I find it, you will be the first
to know. J